The first day is over. The first thought that entered my mind as I left the school was: "I can not believe I have to do that again all year." The classes seem, for the most part, challenging. I am hoping to be able to use my first period study hall to either roam around or study for physics or history. Physics seems to be the most challenging class. I am thoroughly disappointed in the people in my classes. I have friends in maybe 4 out of the seven classes, but only one or two per class. And most seats are assigned. The only thing I can take solace in is lunch, which I share with most of my friends. Being back in that filthy school really made me realize how much I dislike people. Sure, I like a lot of people that I get to know, but for the most part I am disappointed in humans. Ha, what a jerk. Either way, classes suck. End of story. This year I am going to attempt to actually do my work completely and honestly, and get the best grades I can. I don't know if that will give me straight A's, I don't really consider myself the organized, academic, high school type... But I will try. For journalism class, I intend to write music reviews, which should be cool. Everyone seemed pretty happy about their schedules, and I wish I could feel the same way. Most of all, I just feel a bit lonely. I don't really fit in to any group now that summer has ended and school has taken everyone apart. I feel left out. I am paranoid about things, so that might have something to do with it. Time to go do homework.
No music for today...Maybe I'll get the chance to listen later.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
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fucking schedules can't keep us apart :)
ReplyDeleteand you're in mah group, whoever that is.