"I drugged my heart with doublespeak. And all my misgivings disappear. It helps to keep my conscious clean. The ends will justify the means"

Yesterday (or the day before? I can't tell in the summer) was the first day I've been sad all summer. I don't even know why I was sad, it just happened. Luckily I am better today. I hope everything works out to end this summer the right way. It was certainly the best one I've had in a while. After a few nights of "debates" about my old trainwreck of a relationship, I feel satisfied. I think I win. Not gonna go on a rant about how much she sucks, because I'm tired of it. But I come out of it knowing I am the better person.

Wesley is here at the moment. I am going to the beach Thursday for about a week. So, if I don't blog later tonight or tomorrow, I probably won't for a while. I don't have much to say tonight. No topic for discussion. Maybe I'll do some poetry later, who knows. It all depends.

Until next time



Music for the night: Thrice- Beggars: I have liked all that this band has put out, but never loved anything. However, I have to say that this album has a lot of potential with me. It seems like the band has finally found exactly wanted they want to be, and it works. Definitely going to be a notable album from 09.